tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6110666008574053642012-02-16T08:33:36.110-08:00shiteng's paradisehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15171819865549194286noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-611066600857405364.post-74104392762609926692009-12-06T07:05:00.000-08:002009-12-06T07:34:50.325-08:00<font size="2">after months of hesitation, this is the moment that i finally have the urge to publish my very first post for no apparent reason. life has not been colorful recently. A-C-C-A gets on everyone's nerves. some striving really hard. some procrastinating. some taking their own sweet time. and what about me? so much as i wish i could be like those bookworms, guess so i failed badly. i should say every day i do spend time to communicate with my books but it does not seem to be entering my mind. always. =(</font><br /><font size="2"> </font><br /><font size="2"> 4th dec - i was hit by a devastating news. not the least i could ever accept and tolerate. i felt like i was being betrayed. trust was lost. relationship was broken. heart was scattered into pieces. the more i think of it, the more upset i get. something that i shouldn't tell anyone although it is bothering me much. it does not seem that appropriate to show my sadness in my very first post but alas the sadness is pulling me down. down to hell. </font><font size="2">till then i realised i am just another fragile girl who cannot even endure a little setback in life. </font><br /><font size="2"> </font><br /><font size="2"> i am currently having quite a severe mood swings. most probably the exam is to be blamed. staying alone in this humid and stuffy room worsen the condition. but thankfully i have someone special by my side to conquer all the obstacles with me. yeah i am attached. attached to someone whom i sincerely love and adore. nothing delighted me more than to have you, my baby lucas. </font>♥<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_nls3-o_dCqU/SxvLTzqhwjI/AAAAAAAAAAM/OxxkLURSiz4/s1600-h/DSC03491.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_nls3-o_dCqU/SxvLTzqhwjI/AAAAAAAAAAM/OxxkLURSiz4/s320/DSC03491.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412142918362317362" border="0"></a><br /><img src="file:///C:/Documents%20and%20Settings/user/Desktop/baby%20lucas%21/DSC03491.JPG" alt=""><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/611066600857405364-7410439276260992669?l=shitengshow.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>shiteng's paradisehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15171819865549194286noreply@blogger.com0